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[25 Jan 2009|03:48pm] |
i want to change the world, instead i sleep.
(i'm still breathing.)
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[31 Mar 2008|05:53pm] |
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So, I got accepted to Northern Michigan University, Where my sister goes...
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[16 Jan 2008|11:48am] |
"you are devastatingly beautiful..." "i'm in love with someone who lives in another state." ♥
it's so different when you hear yourself say it out loud.*
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[20 Dec 2007|04:20pm] |
God, Please help me understand.
♥
we will miss you, Dariusz.
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| she's got dreams too big for this town, & she's gotta give 'em a shot |
[19 Aug 2007|11:10pm] |
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summer came & went. & pretty much sucked.
i left ash in michigan today. i didn't cry. it hit me already & i didn't cry. i'm afraid to cry in front of people. even my own fucking sister. i am a coward.
i actually can't wait for winter. pretty pathetic, right? i fucking hate winter.
i am depressed. startinggggggg now. seriously. give me something to look forward to i am so fucking lonely.
oh yea & school starts tomorrow! I LOVE LIFE! NOT!
♥
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[16 Jul 2007|02:50pm] |
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i'm lonely.
why can't i find a boy who will give me butterflies?
find himmmmm &send him to me!
thanks ♥
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| jeffrey melton. one year today. |
[13 Mar 2007|10:45am] |
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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
i miss you times the world. i think about you every other second of everyday. i wanna see you. you are always in my dreams. i will never get over this. i cannot wait to see you again.
i cannot break the fact that i will never see you again in this lifetime. it breaks my fucking heart. i hate hate HATE it.
i'm going over to your house soon. just to visit. hope your aunt will like that.
whenever i think of you, i remember the way you used to walk by me in the commons, i'd be sitting indian style... & you'd come up & say: "allison stein" and then do that smirk you'd always do. :) and that note you wrote on my pillowcase.
i miss that.
kati told me that we would have had the prettiest babies. that made me smile.
i can't believe it's one year today. if i had one wish, it would be to bring you back ♥
i love you and you will never be forgotten. mark my word. <3
all i want is to turn back time to my favorite summer. everything could start over. i could have helped you. this would have never happened.
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| put your money on love |
[28 Feb 2007|04:42pm] |
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well, hey...
-i dyed my hair ((guess what color))
-i am 21 now ((it's weirrrdd))
-school is going well.
-this school in tennessee wants to give me a full ride for volleyball in the fall.
-i am finding more & more singing opportunities. it's lovelyyy.
missyouall.
♥
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[30 Jan 2007|04:12pm] |
Tristan and I are watching Grosse Pointe Blank. I am going to go home after this, work out, shower, coach a volleyball practice & then go to alumni club and get wasted because it is 50 cent drinks. it can't get any better than that.
that's all for now. aaabyebye!! <3
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[15 Nov 2006|12:48am] |
this is what i want:
our eyes meet across the room, all that's in focus is me and him, the room goes silent. we start talking. we can't keep our eyes off of each other. at the end of the night, either one of us pushes the other up against the wall and kisses the hell out of them.
that will never happen. i need to stop living in dream land.
PEACE
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